Last
year I had been cut on, poisoned and fried.
I was in a fairly miserable state physically. God put wonderful people in my life that
strengthened my resolve to fight. I
survived for some reason. The
fundamental questions of life are more pointed when we brush up against our own
mortality. What is my purpose on
earth? Does my life have meaning?
My personal
mission is to increase beauty and happiness, decrease fear and ignorance by
exemplary conduct. Be a pillar in times
of crisis. I seek balance and want to
make logic-based morally just decisions.
Wisdom, integrity, and happiness are what I want.
I wrote that
back in the 1990s after much soul searching.
I revisit this every so often with the intention of revising it. Perhaps replacing happiness with joy and
adding something about love are the only edits I have contemplated for twenty
years. But really who gives a flip about
what feel good bumper sticker you have on your sleeve what really counts are
actions.
This goes back
to my current quandary. You ain’t
dead. Should you stay in your current
profession and location or pursue something else or somewhere else?
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