I've heard cancer survivors say they have good days and bad days. I have a slight shift in perspective. I have good days and better days.
One of the keys to happiness is to lower your expectations. If I count days I am alive as good days then days that my wife does not have to push me around in a wheelchair are better days. It's been about 7 months since my last treatment. During that time my body has healed a bunch.
I still have constant pain from the after affects of surgery , peripheral neuropathy , tinnitus, mild lymphedema, and general fatigue. But I've gotten a lot stronger, I've even been able to ride my motorcycle to work. I have been able to work a "normal" day. Running, pull ups and aerobatics are still to come.
That which does not kill you makes you stronger . Friedrich Nietzsche Or cripples you for life. The cynic.
God is giving me more time on earth. It could be considered a blessing or a curse. I will gratefully, gleefully accept it as a gift. It comes with responsibility to share the good news of God's love.
Benjamin and I finished our first obedience class. He did better than I did. He is, however, having problems on the essay portion of the test. I hope to be able to train him to be a therapy dog. He brought me great joy during tough times. I would like to share him with people who are going through trying times.
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